2012. It's been fun.

HELLO.

It's fair to say it has definitely been a while. been meaning to write and a special friend of mine has been nagging at me to do so - Just been waiting until I actually feel inspired, and what better day than the last day of the year. a summary one could even say.

I'm going to do my BEST to keep this one short and sweet. yeah right - but no I really am going to try. I could go on about how I had a great Christmas, Autumn, Winter etc. but let's be honest , nobody really gives a shit. so I'll stick to the usual style.

Today or tomorrow, I think a really good idea is to write a list - a list of things that this year you have done that have been AMAZING and then write another one. one full of things that you are GOING to make happen this year.
Not gonna lie - never been a big fan of odd numbers, but I guess it's inevitable that it's going to happen so might aswell suck it up and find some love for 2013.

2012 has been pretty special - not just because of the thing's London has done but because as a person thing's have happened that have opened my eyes and potentially changed me for good. Highlights of this year? having a four day jubilee birthday weekend, meeting the most amazing guy that I waited so long to meet, the Olympics, going to L.A - the list is endless. However equally there are thing's that in 2013 I need to happen. A westend contract, another life changing holiday, to learn to cook and stop eating so much sweetcorn and to simply just be - a normal person. That's not too much to ask for right?

Also I hope I can speak for everyone when I say no more forcing yourself to do things you don't want to do just because you might feel like you have to and definitely no more worrying. because let's be honest - it gives tiny things the biggest shadow. So if this year, if you have those moments - tell that little voice in your head to sit down and shut up. because I'm pretty sure life is better that way. try it. There are many voices around you - but you must ALWAYS listen to your own.

I'm going to leave it here. Because I could write pages about how lucky I am, how happy I am and how BLESSED I am. All that is missing right now is a job, and when you put that next to an entire list of positives, you realise your actually not doing so bad. Don't be too hard on yourself. It doesn't matter if thing's that happen to you are good OR bad. Because both teach you a lesson and surely that's the most important thing right?

Happy New Year to all of you beautiful people. Make sure it's a special one.  Personally, I've got a good feeling. Let's hope that stays.

NO DAY BUT TODAY.

Summer x